"I’ve hurt chun-chun..I told her that we should go back to the way it was. I even..lied her, saying that i don’t love her…. No, i wasn’t [joking], if i was, i wouldn’t have told her that. As long as shes with me she’s just going to suffer even more…. I can’t let that happen.She’s too precious to the point that i don’t even know what to do anymore. This is the first time i’ve felt this way.”
"Casting and thrusting away my hope. I took her in but i confused her, and ended up hurting her. That day, the moment i opened the curtain…i might have hurt her already. This is probably going to be one would that can never be healed. It unavoidable, i couldn’t even say anything to fix it. I couldn’t think of anything nice to say. “No i don’t” “I’m sorry” That childish lie, took all the courage in me to say it.”
Finding one true friend was a lot harder than finding hundred boyfriends..